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It's been a while. I guess I neglected others for the sake of writing, but this time I did the opposite. I am sadly content. I had it all a few days ago, but it was stripped from me unceremoniously. Every time something good happens, it vanishes before I have the time to enjoy it. I need someone. I NEED someone. I need you. Too bad you're life is already too complicated without me. It's a shame you couldn't express yourself to me adequately. Oh well, you only ignored me for a few days. It's not good enough, but you are. That's why I keep crawling back. Why I continue to forgive you in my mind. I know I'm not much, but at least I'm here and trying.