How come there are those who simply shine while other strive? It always seems to be those who are privileged or problematic; the extremes. Those who lack both never see the lime light, never experience a confidence that can only be achieved through raw failure. I can't help but wonder if those lucky stars lay in their beds and think about what the other not so lucky people are thinking about. I find myself drifting into and out of other people's worlds. The only thing that I have found is that I am not satisfied, nor do I have the means to reach what I want in life. At the moment I find myself struggling to complete rather than perfect. I am spacey and in a sort of trance. I feel clouded of thought and hazed in vision. The extraordinary has become a norm and I dread this pattern of normalcy. Show me something new and different. I'm not afraid to try it, what ever it is. I can only think that if I go out of my comfort bubble, but others do not, it is pointless. How come the the beautiful people are so isolated and shallow? Am I so oblivious to myself that I don't realize such a gruesome problem that I posses that makes me so unappealing?
I'm not asking for love, for it is such a strong and unsparingly used word. I simply want acknowledgment for individuality.
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